I found this on the Friendster bulletin boards... It's really heartbreaking...

When you were 8 years old, your mom handed you an ice cream. You
thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.


When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.


When you were 10 years old she drove
you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of he car and never looking back.


When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.


When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.


When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.


When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.


When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.


When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.


When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.


When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.


When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.


When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.


When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.


And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder in YOUR HEART..

" i got sick yesterday. damn. damn. damn. i was like a patient in a hospital. damn. damn. damn."

LOL. hindi yan lyrics! it's a direct quote from moi.

nagkalagnat ako khpon!!! #$%&!!!!!!!!! Argghhhh!!!!!!! Bwisit tlga!! Nagcacram n 2loy ako dhl sa lagnat! Wala p akong ngagawang articles para sa tanglaw tpos di ko p nagagawa ung social studies hw ko! tpos may test p kmi sa MATH E bukas!!!! Huhuhuhuhuhu.....Bwisit tlga ang buhay kooooo!!!!!!!!!!! andami kong ikukwen2 kaya lng nagcacram n tlga AKOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! nxt tym n lng ang chikahan! back to business muna!! hay bwisit tlgaaaa!!!!!!!!!

Is this a phase? Bakit ako ganito ngayon? Ang moody ko tlga sobra. Kanina pa ako ganito... Actually, noong Friday pa. Nagsimula nung 1st Chinese recess namin. Ewaaaan... di ko rin ma-explain sarili ko. Parang sinaniban ako na parang ewan. Tapos pag magsalita ako, parang galit. Haaaay... Ano ba ang nangyayari sakin?! Tapos iniisip ko na nman "siya". Humingi nga ako ng sign kay God tpos nagkatotoo!!! *panics* Waaaa! I wouldn't normally ask for a "sign", pero naalala ko kc yung cnabi samin ni Gng. Reyes na totoong bibigyan ka ng senyas ni Lord kung may gusto kang tanungin. OMG di ko n alam kung gus2 ko b sya or what! Damn it! Damn it! Argggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Di ko talaga alam kung ano ang nangyayari sa sarili ko... Kanina nung nasa Puregold kmi ng parents ko ang tahimik ko sobra... Basta mixed feelings e... Tapos may naaalala ako pero it didn't make any sense. Ewan ko ba... siguro extreme lang talaga ako. Pag seryoso ako, talagang extremely serious. Pag topak-in ako, extremely topak-in talaga. Sa school most of the time para akong bata na di maintindihan... Natatakot nga ako kc baka akalain ng iba na isip bata ako. Pero alam kong hindi kc..... hay di ko rin alam. Basta serious mode ako ngayon.

Tapos eto pa... Lagi ko nang iniisip si......... ano ba yan!! Di ko naman siya crush! E bkit kya?

Sige manonood muna ako ng Jewl In The Palace para di ko na siya isipin...

Haha. Pinalitan ko na web address ko kc ampangit nung previous address e. Haha. Itong bagong ad mas bagay tlga sakin. Topakin kasi akong tao. Di ba halata?! Lol.

Waaa! Buti tapos na ang Periodical Tests! Parang naubusan na ata ako ng brain cells...hehe... Sa bagay, di tlga ako nag-exert ng effort. Tsk tsk. Sige pagalitan niyo na ako. Makikinig lang ako sa MAMAW, my song of the month. Lolski.....

O cge na... yun lng po mga 'tol!!! bye na po!

P.S. Nakabili n pla ako ng mp3 player! Woohoo! Inggit lng kayo! Magpopost ako ng pics mmya!