Yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm the new editor-in-chief of Tanglaw this year. I'm honored and happy about it, yes, but somehow someone makes me feel so... I dunno, not worthy enough. There's a certain someone in school (he's not a student, but he doesn't have a high position in the campus, either) who's been bugging me even way before meetings in Tanglaw (this year) started. He's really x999999999 annoying. So annoying. Even more annoying than cheesy local variety shows. Even more annoying than Regine Velasquez. Basta. You get the idea.

He attacked the first time 2 or 3 weeks ago when we just started the new school year. He just seemed like he's not in favor of me being the new EIC. So what if I'm not popular?! So what if I'm not an honor student?! So what if I don't talk much?! SO WHAT!? Puh-lease. He can't judge me like that. He's not in the position to do that. But still, I felt like a shrinking violet when he told me those things.

Anyway, when we had our first informal meeting yesterday (Steph - my asst. EIC for the 4th year, and Mrs. Marcos), he was at it again. And it felt like the first time. Again. He told me some stuff and he was kinda implying that I don't have what it takes to take on the job. He made me feel stupid. At first, he even asked, "Ikaw na ba ang editor?!" It's an innocent question but he made it sound so disgusting. Like he REAAAAAALLLLYYYY doesn't want me to be the EIC. And I was like, "I'm not that dumb!! I know how things are operated! I've been hooked on Tanglaw ever since I read my first copy of it way waaaaay back in the 90's!!!!! And I've been a member for almost 3 years! 3 years! OK!? I observed a lot! Even if I don't talk much! HELLO!? Does that ring any bells?! Jeezus Christ."

I didn't say that out loud, of course. I just wanted to punch him. Haaay... I think I'm gonna see more of HIM in the future. Ugh. Hate that guy. It's a good thing I became the EIC or else he would laugh his ass off and tell everyone he was right all along.

I'm not trying to sound boastful or anything, but Tanglaw is my only guilty pleasure throughout my bittersweet high school years. It's painful but fruitful. I learned a lot from it and I'm willing to take it to the next level. And if someone just steps on and shatters my dream, I WOULDN'T TAKE IT. My motto is "If you mess with me, then you're in big trouble" after all, right?

ZOMFG!!! I'm so into Oguri Shun (superKAWAII Japanese actor; a.k.a. Hanazawa Rui from Hana Yori Dango, the BEST romantic comedy series ever) right now! He's my brand new OPPA!!! Oh wait, that's Korean... XD

Wahahaha~~~!!! When I first saw him in Hana Yori Dango's pilot episode, I thought he was not that good-looking, but BOY, was I wrong! So wrong! In fact, in after every episode, I grew liking him more and more! LMAO. Anyway, here are some pics for your satisfaction. =P

Ok. I have to clarify this. Mrs. Marcos will be our Tanglaw adviser this year, not a real journalist. I was a bit disappointed because I was so excited to meet the almost non-existent journalist. Add it to the fact that even though Mrs. Marcos will no doubt be a great adviser, she doesn't have any experience about the publishing business. BUT. So are we. Anyway, something happened in school today regarding me and Tanglaw (not including other people;just me). I don't wanna spill details because it's a bit... um, discouraging on my part. I felt a little offended and shocked. I really wasn't expecting to hear that. I mean, they don't even know me to say that. Well, people are people. And people are always gonna judge you no matter what good you've done.

Let's skip to another topic, guys. I don't wanna spend all this time whining about that. It's not even a good enough reason to break me. Jeez.

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About the L/L issue. Well, I don't wanna blog about that anymore. End of discussion.

Today's the first day of school. Hay grabe andaming nangyari. First off, two of my closest friends, Marla and Dianne, transferred to section C! Tapos kanina umiyak pa nga si Marla sa sobrang disappointment. Grabe talaga.

Mrs. Tabuzo is our adviser this year. Ok lang siya pero most of my classmates prefer Mr. Borbon, who, by the way, won't be our Physics teacher this year. Anwyay, the morning classes were alright.

Another news I got today was that Mrs. Bilgera (or any other English teacher for this matter) is not gonna be our Tanglaw advisor. Instead, we're gonna have a REAL journalist leading us. Of course, I was really ecstatic kasi experienced na yun tsaka finally, magiging "something" na yung school paper namin.

OMG. Our Chinese class was a total yawn! Kahit substitute lang yung nagturo samin...grabe!!! Halos lahat kami mapapatulog na! Ang boring! Amp! Tapos feeling strict pa! Haynako kaasar din kasi yung real teacher namin si BULLDOG! E may reputation din yun na BORING magturo! Matanda na kasi e. LOL.

Ok, eto na ang BIGTIME!!! Sina *Losyang at *Lupin (codenames, if you please XD) ay nagde-date na!!! Yung nalaman ko, I was like, "Oh My Effin' Gawd!!!!!! WTF!?" Gulat ako grabe! As in! To the highest level! At kung meron mang mas tataas pa sa highest level ay yun na yun!!! Maybe even higher than that!!! Ganun talaga ang reaction ko! I won't tell details kasi baka makita ng isa sa kanila at baka magalit pa sakin. Hmm... Actually, parang galit na nga sakin si *Lupin eh. Never kami nagpansinan kanina no! As if naman! Atsaka kung masama ang loob niya sakin BAHALA SIYA SA BUHAY NIYA! I don't give a fuckin' damn about *Lupin! Tsaka sa kanyang suckylicious wannabe GF or whatever *Losyang is. Basta all I know for a FACT is that *Lupin is an effin' womanizer! He's like a mosquito flying from one victim to the next, then sucking out all his victim's blood until all that's left is a humongous red swollen patch of skin!!

I hate womanizers, playboys, chickboys, players or whatever the fuck society calls them! I loathe their ways and schemes! I want to cut all their *bleep* and burn them!!! Jeeeez. When will men ever learn!?!?