Josephine (or Josie; or Jos; or Monzon; or Egay ---> *evil grin* Just kidding) and I had one of our rare "daldalan sessions" this afternoon (Chinese class, to be exact; we had our "kou shi" test, so we didn't do much afterward).

We were discussing a lot of stuff. Boys, girlfights, backstabbers, school, scandalous blogs (*ahem ahem*), multiple personalities (*ahem ahem* part II), the distinction between real and fake friends, etc. etc. etc. Basically, we had a really long, deep, serious (with a good amount of laughs here and there) conversation.

First of all, lemme tell you something about our friendship. It's not typical. Sometimes we have "tampo" phases, and other times we get along reaaalllyy well, which happens most of the time. We mostly have the same views about people, especially our classmates, and that's one thing I don't have in common with most other people. I also unleash the psychologist in me whenever I talk to this girl. We like to analyze people and tear them down to bits and pieces (not in a bad way, of course). I mean, we like to figure out why this person did this and why this person did that. It's like making another one of our Character Sketches in English class last year. Also, meron akong karamay sa aking mga "issue". Pagdating sa mga crush, sa kanya lang talaga ako nag-co-confide and vice versa. She told me that hindi rin daw niya alam kung bakit niya nasasabi sakin yung kanyang mga "secret" kuno. LOL. Ako rin naman ganun. I feel like we have this bond of trust na sa kanya ko lang talaga nahanap. I can really be myself whenever I'm around her kasi kapag I feel so mayabang and ma-pride na at times, she knows how to insult (wrong word choice, but it works) me. Edi yun. I go back to normal ulit. Para bang she's one of the few people who makes me stay grounded all the time. ;-)

Oo nga pala. We started being close friends last year. Nung kaharap ko siya sa Chinese. We naturally became each other's confidantes. We told each other eveything! We still do. This year, though, medyo 'di na kami nagkakausap kasi nga super busy kaming dalawa tsaka malayo na yung seating arrangement namin. Kanina lang talaga kami nag-catch up sa mga happenings ng sucky lives namin. Hahahahaha. Jokejokejoke. It was very nice talking to her again. I felt like I found my real personality once more. Why? Because when I'm with my other "pwends", I feel left out sometimes. Like I'm invisible or something. Anywaaaaay, don't mind about that.

Nasanay na 'ko feeling that way.

6 years of elementary + 2 years of kindergarten + 1 year of nursery + a lot of days in between high school = a lifetime's worth of invisibility.

Don't feel sorry for me, though. I like my life. I'm not suicidal, that's for sure.

On my way to HERE, I've discovered a lot of things about people. I've realized how to accept them as they are (super cliche, 'no?). I'm not saying na mahal ko na silang lahat. No waaay. I don't like most people (yes, I'm picky) pero I don't make war naman. Bahala na lang sila. If they don't mess with me, then it's all good.

So anyway, I'm rambling na. Hanggang dito muna. Baka ma-bore na kayo sa kakabasa. LOLsss.