Okaaayy... so the wishlist thingy didn't really work out because I'm too busy playing Gaia. So you can only view the first (and only) part of it, the gadgets. I still want a MACBOOK though. *parinig* *parinig*....

My mom doesn't want to buy the Macbook. I told her it's for college, and she could look at it like it's my graduation gift. But she was like "HELL NO!!!!!" Grrr.... stupidstupidmoneyproblems.

My lil sis wanted to buy the fucking stupid Nintendo DS Lite, which is soooo almost like her Gameboy SP! My mom agreeddd!!! Only because my sis is gonna use her own money to buy the useless thing. Oh btw, she's gonna buy it later this afternoon. Imagine my disappointment when I found out about it earlier this morning. ARGH.

I'm still SICKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!! HILYT@IY$#EIHWIDY#!&@($^#*&%$GEUDTU^T!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupidstupidstupidchocolateoverdose. MEH THROAT IS SOOOORRRE. I'm burning internally...No, I mean, ETERNALLY. >=C

The Periodical Tests were SCHMUCK. That was when this stupid sickness started. ON THE FIRST DAY OF THE FUCKING TEST!!!! I couldn't concentrate! All I did was cough and wipe my runny nose.....!!!!! It was disgusting! And I did that all week long... GRR.

Do you guys remember when we were taught about peer pressure, yada yada yada...? You know how our teachers would be like, "Don't ever give in to them, blablabla..." I always felt that as much as the message was important, it didn't really make a mark in my brain. I mean, yeah I know about that kind of situation, but it seemed that I wasn't really paying that much attention because I know it would never ever ever ever happen to me. But I was wrong. It did happen. Sorta.

Me and some of my friends recently went to one of our friends' house, and we stayed there for the whole afternoon. Then, it happened. My friend decided to have sort of a series of shot glass rounds. Oh don't worry, it's only white wine, but still, it really tasted gross. Gross like drunk men. Anyway, there we were, not really minding the whole "shot glass" thing. We had like 6 rounds. Then, suddenly, my friend told us, "Guys, don't be surprised, OK?" We were like, "Huh?" Then suddenly, she got out a cigarette and a lighter and decided to smoke. Major WHOAAA. That was the first time I've seen somebody who's my age smoke. In real life, I mean. My dad smokes. I hate it, but he couldn't help it. =( That's not the point, though.

So anyway, we were having like an aftershock or something. Then, she told us about her family problems, etc. etc... Then, I suddenly got reminded of those kids on TV/movies who are sorta like her. You know, problematic. Disturbed. Hurt. Frustrated. Vulnerable. In school, she was like the happy-go-lucky one of the group, but really, deep inside, she's definitely not.

From that moment on, I understood what I've always heard all along. About peer pressure and all that. I was lucky because my friend, yes she's still my friend (I can't judge her), didn't really FORCE us into anything. The white wine gave me a little migraine but that was it. I wasn't drunk or anything. None of us were. I also felt proud because I didn't lose my ground. I didn't try to smoke because I already vowed to myself and to my mom that I would NEVER ever ever smoke. So, that's the whole story of my "peer pressure" experience. The cigarettes, I admit, did tempt me a bit because I was curious (which is sometimes a bit harmful), but thankfully, I didn't lose myself. I'm not saying that cigarette-smoking people are bad. It's just that the cigarettes DO harm your health.

Er... I'm sounding like a commercial here. Anyway. That's all. Nothing much more to say. Sorry for the lame update.