All the people around me are IDIOTS. My mom, my dad, my sister, my brother, my so-called "friends", everyone, every single person who hurt me, physically or emotionally. They are insensitive mean jerks who got nothing on their minds but to hurt people. I've been tolerating them for too long already, and they have got to stop. I am so fed up with all the insults, bruises, everything. They are judgmental sadists and I'm their poor victim. You must think I'm overreacting, but no. I am TRULY and DEEPLY scarred by what they've done to me. Just 3 or 4 seconds ago, my brother just tried to manipulate me into doing whatever it was he wanted. I am not gullible and I WILL fight back. I'm not a sick puppet anymore. They are not the boss of me, however cliche it might sound. I just want to be free from their cruel hands. I just want to be me.
I thought they'd forgive me for my mistakes but now, I can't expect them to fight for me. This is all so unbelievable, really. I may be soft-spoken sometimes but that doesn't mean I'm stupid. Sometimes I just do favors just to get on their good side. It's pathetic. I'M pathetic.
I just want them to be able to understand what I'm going through. I can't do favors or stuff forever. They can't treat me like s*** all the time. I gotta be on my own. Just once.