I'm back after a period which I would like to call "depression". I don't know if that was really what happened to me these past few weeks, but I sure felt melancholic and sad.

This is a "maybe, sort of, kind of, perhaps" analysis of my "sad" phase.

- I found out that I failed UP. I was devastated for the first time.

- After that day, lots of projects hurtled at me all at the same time.

- I was confused, not sure of what to do first. I didn't have time to think about UP because I was too busy.

- Because of that, I always felt that I had to something with the UP thing, so I became even more burdened than ever.

- I didn't talk to some of my friends because... I don't know either. I just didn't want to, I guess. I mean, I was really quiet throughout this "phase".

- I just wanted to get away from school. Before, I was OK with going to school. But during that phase, I didn't get excited about waking up in the morning just to to go to school.

- Josie even said that "nagbago na ako". I do think so, too. I became even more reserved and quiet and not my usual self.

- I was scared. I really was. I didn't want this new personality. I wanted the old "me" back.

- At the moment, all the projects are almost done. I finally decided to accept the fact that I failed UP. It really cleared some things for me. I was relieved. I actually felt good about accepting this fact. It helped me to recover.

- The USTET results finally came out, and I discovered that I passed Advertising Arts and got waitlisted at Communication Arts. I was fine with that, actually. UST was my first love (during elementary), anyways. At first, I was having trouble deciding between DLSU and UST because I find DLSU better, but I don't like my course there (Psychology), so in the end, I chose UST.

So, yes, I am going to study at UST.

I am going to be an art student. *jumps for joy*